Post by dakota on Oct 11, 2010 23:32:23 GMT -5
[/color][/center]DAKOTA LOVIISE REBANE , NINETEEN , DROPOUT
"So babe, lets get comfortable. You got a nickname I can call you by?"[/font]
uh , don't ever fucking call me babe again , thanks . i suppose some people get kota , kotie , and other such shit from my name , but i'm thinking you can't call me any of that .
"Well, can't say it doesn't fit you. From the looks of you, I could think of just a few better. I'm just gonna call you babe for this interview. You mind? Great. Has anyone ever told you you look like.."[/font]
no . no you can't fucking call me babe . and no , i don't look like that ' miss victoria murder ' chick , so don't even finish that sentence . i hear that way too much to be getting it from god damned you , too .
".. Yeah, actually. You must get that a lot. You're kind of hot, I gotta say. But for the ears out there listening, you wanna explain what's cooking?"[/font]
i don't care about the peopl - fine . fine . i'm blond . jah , you know , that light colored hair . it's all sorts of chopped up with a thick fringe and it reaches nearly four inches past my chest . fantastic , huh ? i've got some green eyes , and i wear a whooole lot of makeup . yea , fake fake fake , i know . my monroe and septum are pierced , though i hardly ever wear the jewelry in either . i've pierced almost everything at least once , and i mean it . almost everything . i'm pretty tall for a chick , and i'm not some fragile , little stick either . is there anything else , i mean , i think they've got the basic fucking picture now , jah ?
"You are too cute. You wear this kind of stuff often, or is this just for me?"[/font]
i dress like some fucking nutter hobo , are you kidding me ? it looks like i pick my clothes out of a dumpster . i wear literally .. everything . honestly . if i think i like it i buy it . i guess if i had to narrow it down to a few key items it'd be my combat boots , tattered up painted on jeans , and my wonder woman bra . shirts , really , are for losers if you ask me . heh . truly , though , my style can't be categorized , i mostly just look like a freak twenty - four - seven , and i'm fine with that .
"Ohh. Are you hitting on me? Haha. No, seriously, what are you? Gay or straight? You look kinda like a swinger, if you don't mind me saying..."[/font]
you seriously need to fuck off , man . if you still want a dick by the end of this interview i advise you tone it the fuck down . jesus . i'm pansexual , anyway , so take from that what i guess .. you will .
"Damn. GET SOME! Hah. You wanna smoke? Drink? I got some drugs in the back if you want. -winks-"[/font]
hell , if you plan on giving me each of those things for free i'm more then damn down . it'd be light terms calling me a bit of a junkie , chain smoker , and alcoholic . to be completely honest , i'm not really all that sober right now , but who cares . i don't .
"... Oh, so you must be a virgin, huh?"[/font]
uhm , since when is this your business ? i mean , do i look like a virgin ? you're sure as hell acting desperate enough to be one , though .
"Knew it. So, you got any secrets? Come on, you can tell me. Promise this interview won't leak anywhere."[/font]
oh , you're really going to dig with this aren't you . uhm , if it helps you sleep at night my father and mother abused me nearly every day from the age of five to twelve . my father did a bit more than abusing , but i'm really just not going to get into this . so fuck off , jah?
"..Ouch. Okay, don't be so cold kid. There's always a way out of shit like that. Got any ambitions, babe?"[/font]
i'm just going to begin ignoring the way you're talking to me and get these questions out of the way so you can go somewhere .. else . not really , i dropped out of high school so i'm not really sure i'm going anywhere with life . i honestly don't intend on living past twenty - five , but if so , i'd like to be a tattoo artist . at least do .. something to pass the time aside from drinking and getting high .
"Okay, okay. Don't get too excited. Half of those weren't even real questions.. Okay let's see. Oh, here's a good one. Describe yourself in five or more words. Easy, right? You could go more into detail if you want, I don't mind one bit."[/font]
uh , i'm gonna keep this short . five words , huh ?
batshitcrazy , estonian , junkie , bitch , algolagnist . eh , add sardonic in there , too .
"Couldn't agree more babe. Alright. Um.. Oh, here's another. Five likes and dislikes?[/font]
wow . uhm . well , i have to say , this section is going to be slightly off putting because i don't like such pleasant things . i'm going to put my necessities in order . out of everything , i guess i like ketamine the most . that's fucking shallow and pathetic i guess , but to me it's just fine because that shit gets me through the day . i admit , i have a problem , but i don't want to fix it . next , i like pain . i'm called extremely masochistic , and i've been going to therapy for years , but if you ask me it's not that bad . i've just got this thing called algo.. algo something , algolagia maybe ? i get sexual pleasure from pain , sick i guess . i can't help it if i'm a little rough , heh . anyways , i've got a thing for tattoos and piercings , as well as drawing , which i like to think ties together considering i tattoo myself frequently . mirrors are real nifty things , my friend . i love different languages , i've got this knack for picking them up fucking quickly . at the moment ? i speak estonian , russian , dutch , slovak , and french , oh and a little spanish . well , english too , but that's the one i avoid the most . i think english is slightly gross sounding . on the low down , i really like candles , thunderstorms , the dark , cigarettes , affection , partying , staying out late , traveling , incense , drugs , alcohol , and well .. sex .
oh god . i'm going to try to tone this down because to be completely honest , i'm not very pleasant and i don't like that much . i really fucking hate doctors , hospitals , nurses , and therapists . honestly . try to bring me into a hospital and i'll probably have a fit , not even close to kidding . i hate my anxiety , and my paranoia . i have to say , and i'm not ashamed , that i'm completely fucking bonkers . i hate being alone , but i won't let that show . i don't like most girls , at all . then again , i don't like many guys , either . i'm not exactly a people person , sorry . i don't like sunny weather , or daylight for that matter . i hate fake tans , they're grimy looking . i hate people that are even close to as obnoxious as me , because that's just too fucking much . i don't like discipline , rules , regulations , or restrictions , because be-fucking-lieve me , i'm going to break them . i don't like my parents , but that was already expressed . i don't like the english language , or america all that much . i don't like sappy people that believe in love and finding the true one , because that's bullshit . i fucking hate vulnerability and weakness .
".. Kinky! So last question. Gimme the details, how'd you get to where you are today?"[/font]
uh , well , i was born and raised for the most part in estonia . my mother was cruel and i hated my dad . let's just say our family did not get along , at all . i don't much like talking about my past , because i don't see how it's relevant at all . i'm not going into detail , but what they were doing to me was ... ' brought to the surface ' i guess you'd say after a series of events and i was sent away . yes , i was institutionalized in an american mental institution for quite some time . about the age of sixteen , from there being sent to a group home where i stayed about a year before being released to ' freedom ' . or to live with my aunt here . in this fucking fantastic place . they tried to catch me up in school , but i was just not having it . so i dropped out . and i've been sitting around the past few years doing a whole lot of NOTHING .
"Awe, well. Least you're still alive. Got yourself, right? That's the spirit. We'll look at your interview and give you the results, so sit tight for a few minutes, okay? And don't you dare think about leaving. I'll find you and interview you again. Don't get pissy with me, I'm just the goddamn interviewer."[/font]
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