Post by seymour on Feb 4, 2011 22:02:51 GMT -5
CASSANDRA ROSE SEYMOUR FEMALE 19 BALSTON SOPHOMORE
[/size][/color][/center]played by VIVI ♥
"Let's get comfortable. You got a nickname I can call you?"[/font]
Cassie is just fine. Or Cass, but normally just my brothers call me that.
"'S cute. Mind if I just call you babe? Cool. So, babe, what's cooking - for those just listening?"[/font]
Ahaha. If only Henry or Caine were here.
But anyways. I guess im pretty tiny for a girl, considering I seem to be thrown about easily whenever my brothers feel like breaking my stones. I'm kind of short according to everyone, but I just think they're too tall. I'm thin, but thats because I ike to keep active. My hair style changes often because I just can't handle not having chance - but it never changes color. Brown. Dinky old brown, like my eyes. But at lest my hair has some high lights to it. I guess you can call me some what of a tom boy .. I DID grow up with three brothers. I like loose t-shirts and jeans. But I dress up when I need to or feel like it. Other then that there isn't much more to it. I just wear what I want, I guess.
"Cute. Wore that just for me, huh? Speaking of which, give me the details. Gay? Straight? Look kinda like a swinger to me.. Care for a drink or a smoke, babe?"[/font]
I'm Straight.
And no, I don't drink, I don't do drugs and I don't smoke. I'm highly against it, actually. Well .. let me rephrase. I have an UNDYING HATE for drugs. Weed is tolerable, but I wont smoke it. I'll drink on occasion, but it's mostly social. And even then I only have one drink.
I've watched someone I care about a lot fall into that trap, and I'm still trying to dig him out - no way I'm throwing myself in the mix.
"Damn. Get some! ha! Chill out. So, swear this won't get leaked anywhere but.. got any secrets? Come on, you can tell me!"[/font]
I really don't have any secrets. I'm an open person, and don't do anything .. shameful, I guess. I don't have any need to keep things I've done or things others have done a secret.
Well ... I guess there is one thing. My family isn't the best. I mean my brothers are great. Over protective, but I love them just the same. But my dad and mom .. not so much. Bruises fade, but memories last forever. I was never hit personally, but my brothers were, and that was painful enough.
"..Ouch. Okay, don't be so cold kid. There's always a way out of shit like that. Got any ambitions, babe?"[/font]
Well! I'm an Theater major. As much as the whole fame and fortune aspect of being a movie star seems kinda cool I guess I'd much rather be on broadway. I've been doing Ballet since I could afford to pay for the classes in high school, and I love to sing. Musicals, plays, anything - I've even been casted as a male a few times. -laughs- Listen to me ramble.
But that's just my life goal : Broadway. My brother is much more important to me then that. He has .. a problem. As much as he wont admit it he does, and I make sure I remind him in almost every conversation we have. My biggest goal is to get him to stop. Either through rehab or if I sit with him while he withdraws for a week, I don't care. My father was an alcoholic waste, I just don't want that for Caine. He is such a good person, he just got dealt a bad hand of cards. We all did, he just took the worse path to escape. Hopefully if I can get on Broadway I can take him with me, get him away from all the people he knows here. It might help ... maybe. -eyes shift to floor-
"Okay, okay. Don't get too excited. Half those are just hearing about you. Now let's see.. Oh, here we go. Tell me a bit about yourself. Likes, dislikes, strengths and weaknesses - all that. We need some dirt!"[/font]
Well aren't you nosey.
Well, I like some things, but i Dislike a lot of things. Theater and ballet are obviously a huge interest in my life. I'm in the drama program at Balston University, so i spend a lot of time rehearsing. I guess you can say I'm driven. I'm nothing like Henry though - he takes achieving to the extreme. I do what I have to do, just put a little extra heart into ballet & rehearsals. I guess I just liked the discipline. Something to really get my frustrations out when I was angry or upset. Something with order, nothing like my actual life. And plays - I love pretending to be someone else for a while.
I don't have very high self esteem. I know, so typical of a girl. But it's not like other girls who call themselves fat and say they're ugly. Just like .. I don't know. I don't think I'm going to amount to much. But my dreams are all I really have to cling to. That and family. I worry sick about Caine constantly, I'm not really too sure what Deaclan is doing with himself. He doesn't say much about .. anything. And Henry - ha. No worries about him, he'll be just fine. I just hope I can accomplish my goals, y'know?
So, needless to say I try my hardest. I do like parties, though. I don't get fucked up or anything, I'm there simply for the social aspect. I'm just good with people, I guess. I also hate being alone so that probably has something to do with it. I don't trust people very easily, so I haven't really had many boyfriends. My brothers are sure to make sure they meet every single boy I've ever kissed basically. Over protective brothers and a couple of bad experiences make me a little hard to get to. That and boys just cause all kinds of issues that aren't necessary. Who needs it?
"Kinky, ha! Couldn't agree more. 'Nyways, one last thing. How'd you get where you are today?"[/font]
Well, I grew up with three older brothers, the youngest of four. It was like when I came around they were sick of having to go back to the hospital for the same old shit. I don't even know if my father was there for my birth - I never asked. But we were all really close in age, and it didn't matter that I was the only girl out of three boys. We did basically everything together - well, mostly everything. There were those typical "boys only" type deals. But we were little, it didn't matter. OF course when that I happened I just tried to spoil their fun.
But, things weren't that great around home. Mom was never around, and dad was always passed out on some piece of furniture with a bottle in his hand. They were abusive too - the two of them. Never to me, but my brothers. I never actually saw with my own two eyes - only once, when I was like, 11 - they always had bruises. Or pains and lashes that weren't accountable for. I was young, but I wasn't stupid. I pieced things together eventually. Every once in a while if they were bleeding and I caught them I'd fix them up. But they all tried their best to keep me from seeing them like that. Caine ended up becoming the closest thing to a role model I ever had. He was my brother, but at the same time my father. He took care of me and my other brothers. But, he took off as soon as he could. I couldn't blame him I was trying to do the same thing. I didn't have to stay at home for long without Caine though - as soon as he could he got us out of there. We lived with him for a while, and it was nice.
But we eventually had to go back. Well, we didn't have to but it was the best decision at the time. Caine was having a bit of money troubles, and having us around was a lot of stress on him. He ended up going to rehab for his little problem and we ended up heading back home. I thought that once he was out he wouldn't have to stay with our parents anymore, but that wasn't really the case. For a good year I watched Caine struggle to get back on his feet. It was tough, not being in the drug scene I guess. It didn't last long. Once night I went to visit him at his place, talk to him about us maybe coming back in to live with him. But I found him OD'ed on the floor in his bedroom. It was a wonderful night. I never forgave him for that night. The F*CKING idiot. He could have died. What would we would have done without him? -sigh-
sorry. I was really mad.
Ever since I was younger I saved every cent I had. every single one. I took any kind of job I could find myself, got a part time job when I was 14 years old at a crappy restaurant and signed up for ballet classes. It was my escape. Nothing else seemed to catch my fantasy. I never liked sports. But Ballet was different - and I loved theater and singing since I was little. I figured knowing Ballet will give me an extra edge. It totally did. And I could go practice at any time I wanted at the studio basically. I never had to be home. Other then that I joined every extra curricular activities at school that I could. I'm still convinced that is the only reason I got into college. I'm riding on a few scholarships I got for singing and theater in high school, and I work at the school to help pay off tuition.
"Shiiit. Well at least you got yourself babe, can't take that away. And me. -winks- What I'm joking! Kind of. Anyways, relax while we evaluate you, get you into your place, alright? Also, we can't even accept you if your faceclaim has not been posted yet. Post in the faceclaim = your ticket to acceptance. Other than.. you know. Being accepted. A'ight, I'm out - peace."
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I know I said Jack was my last one buut. Caine needed a sister. >.>
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