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Post by Rouge Kade on Dec 4, 2011 1:29:42 GMT -5
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CAUSE I'M AFRAID AND STUCK IN MY WAYS
It was like no one in this place ever could look at me normal. As if I was just alien or something, it was kind of ridiculous on the looks I got at times. Sometimes I believed there was a ghost at my side that everyone else could see and hear besides me. That ghost telling my life story, telling my secrets. Who was I kidding. No one would know that horror in my life. It was a part of history that no one wrote down in the history books. Which was good thing, because I would be in jail. Rotting my life away like so many men were doing back in Paris. Then again, who would know where to find me or what my name was. My pray never knew my name was Rouge, it was always some common American name. Emily, Lacey, Katie, you know something along those lines. I was safe. Plus those men didn’t have to balls to take me under, if they did good for them. As for now, I was stuck here. Making my mother proud of me for once.
It was kind of funny how people seem to always want to love me. The guys that is. Like I was an innocent girl. Yes, yes darling I am just a sweet little angel. Maybe I shouldn’t lead people on so much. It was so much fun. I liked people not knowing who I really was. I’ll just be the sweet French girl. Now, I did dirty work for some people. I some how became a part of this drug world. Apparently, cops wouldn’t suspect a lady with some sort of class to be part of that world. It was nothing for me to walk pass a cop with certain things and they never once stop to check me. Even in the bad parts. I just got told to be careful and have a good day. Oh how so sweet of those policemen.
I felt an urgent need of fresh air after being stuck inside a crowded bar all night on a so call date. Dating wasn’t my thing. No no. It was even worst if you took me to a trash bar. Please, have some sort of class. So I faked being sick and left. He wasn’t even my type. I was just trying to get something free out of it. Sex would have been nice. He was just nasty. I didn’t want his dirty paws on me. Plus, did he honestly think he had a chance with me. Sticking my hands deeper into the pockets of my long white coat, I kept walking in the heels of mine along in the dim light in the park. No one was around, it was me time. There was a few people, but they seem to be un-easy and couldn’t wait to go as fast as they could. I kept on my stroll and looked around. Noticing a dark figure a while in front of where I was heading. Most people would have went a different way, by passed it. Not me, I just kept walking. What was there to be afraid of?
AND THAT'S THE WAY IT STAYS
notes; I told you it sucks!
tagged; Kovu
inspiration; Almost Easy -Avenged Sevenfold
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Post by Kovu "Archer" Xavier on Dec 4, 2011 12:50:36 GMT -5
 black cats, black hearts, The park at night was a seemingly scary place. However, I tended to be the one that hid out in the little dark places like this. Tonight was different however, I wasn’t heading home and I wasn’t my normal usual kind self that seemed to care about how people were being treated; you see, I was addicted to this devil that I had to have to live. Or so it seemed at least. And I had gone without that demon for almost three days now, so I really didn’t give a shit about anything that was going on right now. I wouldn’t care about the way I even treated those that crossed my path. That’s just how it was. I knew why it was, but I couldn’t do anything about it unless I either got my fix, or died. That’s how my mind took it in.
I couldn’t help but to continue on my little walk before I saw a black figure approaching. I felt my heart surge for the hope that it was my dealer. That fucker was supposed to be here about an hour ago, but no. Here I was waiting around for a Mr. Shadows. Well fuck that. I got up and put my hood up, shoving my hands into my pockets before I began to walk semi toward the person. Upon getting closer I realized it was a girl and my hope was lost. But hey, I wouldn’t let her get away with nothing. A little bit of taunting would be fun. I’m really not usually like this, but due to the circumstances, I would be doing things that no one could see me doing today. I felt a small smirk fall upon my face as I gently ran my tongue along my piercings for a second before I stepped into her way. Crossing her path so she couldn’t keep walking straight. “do you know how late it is? What’s a girl like you doing walking around a lonely park without anyone?” My voice purred for a second. “You know, that’s really a bad idea.” I sat back on my heels, with a small smirk sticking to my pale yet dark features.
the wicked never rest.
tagged; Rogue Kade
notes; its like meeting Lumi or MM in a dark alley! HAH.
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inspiration; ghost in the mirror – motionless in white.
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Post by Rouge Kade on Dec 4, 2011 13:45:57 GMT -5
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His words just brought out that side of me. That rather seductive and misfit side. A side I didn’t let show or out of its cage unless needed. Not sure if it was exactly needed but it was the fun of it. “Well first, thanks for calling me pretty and a lady. You sure know how to complement a girl.” My words purred from my lips before I flashed him a smile. “A fuck isn’t always a bad thing, you know it can be a very pleasure thing.” Shrugging I couldn’t help but for my words to sound elegant and classy. My mind seem to have the words ready before I was ready to speak. “Didn’t you more less say that you and I was more less the only people here? Mister...sir, wouldn’t that make you the person that would fuck me up?”
I let the question linger for awhile. A part of me was telling myself to slow down. That a Rouge I did not want back was going to be there soon. The Rouge that adore her Paris lifestyle, the Rouge that could out talk an lawyer and prove innocence better than a lawyer that had been in the field for years. This is my fun and I adored my fun very much. Pulling my hands out of my pockets I just gave him a grin. “If you think you have the balls to fuck me up, try. Honestly, please do try.” With that, I decided to be quiet. Locking my fingers together, I let my hands fall in front of me. A small smirk of sorts played against my painted red lips.
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for; Kovu
notes; I dunno
inspiration; Almost Easy; A7X
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Post by Kovu "Archer" Xavier on Dec 4, 2011 22:39:20 GMT -5
black cats, black hearts, I couldn’t help but to let a small laugh escape my face at her very last statement. “As a matter of fact, yes. Most girls can’t handle themselves for a mere second. You look like you have a little more strength than that, but still. You still are a lady, but there just maybe a guy your type up the road that could really fuck a pretty little thing like you up.” The words purred from my mouth with a mocking laughter tone. It really wasn’t me, the one speaking. If it was, I never would’ve said anything that I really had just now. It wouldn’t be a problem, it’d just be me to my lonesome self waiting around for Jagr. That mother fucker that was taking forever.
Half the time I wondered if he just kept me waiting so I’d get the ruthless side of me to show so that I could keep on doing all the shit work for him just so I could get that cocaine I needed. Half the time, I was right.
the wicked never rest.
tagged; Rogue Kade
notes; ew its so bad, sorry.
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Post by Rouge Kade on Dec 4, 2011 23:12:54 GMT -5
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His words just brought out that side of me. That rather seductive and misfit side. A side I didn’t let show or out of its cage unless needed. Not sure if it was exactly needed but it was the fun of it. “Well first, thanks for calling me pretty and a lady. You sure know how to complement a girl.” My words purred from my lips before I flashed him a smile. “A fuck isn’t always a bad thing, you know it can be a very pleasure thing.” Shrugging I couldn’t help but for my words to sound elegant and classy. My mind seem to have the words ready before I was ready to speak. “Didn’t you more less say that you and I was more less the only people here? Mister...sir, wouldn’t that make you the person that would fuck me up?”
I let the question linger for awhile. A part of me was telling myself to slow down. That a Rouge I did not want back was going to be there soon. The Rouge that adore her Paris lifestyle, the Rouge that could out talk an lawyer and prove innocence better than a lawyer that had been in the field for years. This is my fun and I adored my fun very much. Pulling my hands out of my pockets I just gave him a grin. “If you think you have the balls to fuck me up, try. Honestly, please do try.” With that, I decided to be quiet. Locking my fingers together, I let my hands fall in front of me. A small smirk of sorts played against my painted red lips.
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for; Kovu
notes; I dunno
inspiration; Almost Easy; A7X
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Post by Kovu "Archer" Xavier on Dec 6, 2011 14:24:09 GMT -5
black cats, black hearts, I couldn’t help but to laugh at the words that she said. “Well first, thanks for calling me pretty and a lady. You sure know how to complement a girl. A fuck isn’t always a bad thing, you know it can be a very pleasurable thing.” I sat back a little bit on my heels, and straightened up my slouching posture to listen to her more. Folding my arms along my chest, I only tilted my head a little. “Didn’t you more or less say that you and I was more less the only people here? Mister… sir, wouldn’t that make you the person that would fuck me up?” I just laughed. “No. I’m waiting for someone. Who should have been here hours-fucking-ago.” I exhaled the impatience that I had in my mind.
“If you think you have the balls to fuck me up, try. Honestly, please do try.” I laughed to her and ran my tongue along my piercings for a second. “I don’t need to. Right now I don’t need anything except for what that guy I’m waiting on has. That mother fucker.” I muttered and straightened my posture more, looking around the park area again for a few moments until my brown eyes rested on her again.
the wicked never rest.
tagged; Rogue Kade
notes; tehee.
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Post by Rouge Kade on Dec 6, 2011 17:58:31 GMT -5
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I can't tell a lie and well his words had me interested. Looking over him once more, I slipped my hands back into my pockets of my coat. "And why exactly are you waiting here, in the dark for someone?" I questioned looking over at him. A thought played on mind and well it probably wasn't nice to say. But I never followed that quote of if you don't have anything nice to say don't say anything at all. That wasn't me. "Let me try to guess why.You are either doing someone's dirty work or you are waiting for some good." I doubt he would answer me straight and he seem snappy. I liked making people snap.
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inspiration; Almost Easy; A7X
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Post by Kovu "Archer" Xavier on Dec 7, 2011 22:43:53 GMT -5
black cats, black hearts, ”and why exactly are you waiting here, in the dark for someone?” I heard her voice bring me back to reality, and my eyes gazed back upon her smallish features. My gaze then travelled, as I pondered on what exactly I was going to tell her. I wasn’t really sure what I wanted to expose about myself to this complete stranger. That is, until her words hit my ears one more time. “Let me try to guess why. You are either doing someone’s dirty work or you are waiting for some good.” I shrugged before smiling slightly. “I’m waiting for something fucking wonderful. What about you, doll? If you’re so sure about how you can handle yourself in the dark, why are you even out here? I mean, common sense works in most situations. However, I don’t see why someone that’s pretty like you would be willing to prance around the streets.” I muttered in my little cocky ways. Ignoring the fact that some of the words that I said indeed sounded like the poet in me.
the wicked never rest.
tagged; Rogue Kade
notes; tehee.
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inspiration; ghost in the mirror – motionless in white.
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Post by Rouge Kade on Dec 7, 2011 23:04:53 GMT -5
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Shrugging at the last bit of his words, I looked around some. Letting my eyes fall back on him, I fiddled with the random things in my pockets. "Just because I am pretty doesn't mean I don't have secrets or sins or another side of me that feel its easier to come out at night. You really shouldn't judge someone by looks, looks are very deceiving at times." Stating my words calmly, my stance was proper and so were my words. Yes, he possibly had a point but was it valid, not completely. "Oh and by the way sweetie," the words seems to hiss life poison from my lips, "my common sense is playing a big key in this situations. If I was to act on an impulse like my old ways, we wouldn't be having this conversation." For a moment I felt like I was standing my ground. I was, in my head. This was pushing my limits and my buttons. It was a ticking bomb waiting to go off. For a moment, I was slowing down the time. It was happening slowly, but I kept added seconds it seem. "Oh and also, don't call me doll. "
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notes; Sometimes, I like to make her bi-polar. XD
inspiration; Almost Easy; A7X
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Post by Kovu "Archer" Xavier on Dec 7, 2011 23:09:35 GMT -5
black cats, black hearts, ”oh and also, don’t call me doll.” I couldn’t help but to laugh at how testy that she was becoming. I just raised an eyebrow at her playfully before tilting my head and shoving my hands a little deeper into my pockets. “That’s not what I meant. I meant it as a fact that you’re beautiful enough, why wouldn’t there be anybody else with you?” Fuck my bipolar-ness. Fuck my life. I was complimenting a girl that I didn’t even know and who seemed kind of pissed off. Hey, I was in withdrawals. So, I’d blame it on that. Blame it on the drugs or the weather. It certainly wasn’t my mind. My smile began to fade the longer I waited.
the wicked never rest.
tagged; Rogue Kade
notes; tehee.
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inspiration; ghost in the mirror – motionless in white.
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Post by Rouge Kade on Dec 7, 2011 23:20:08 GMT -5
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why wouldn’t there be anybody else with you? Did he really ask that and complement me? It was just figuring out rather to answer the question directly and honest or talk my way out of it. The truth will set you free right? "I wasn't alone before this, I was on a date, I think you could call it that." I laughed some still fiddling in my pocket. "I'm sick, you see not really. I'm a little too classy for a bar trashy bar room. So that is why I am here. Having this chat with you." Taking a deep breath of sorts, I shrugged once more. "Honest answer on why I am alone though, I hate people, I think most are fucking insane and greedy. I wish they would all die or that I could murder them all." Why did my words sound written out of a book? They were sort of from my book I called life. Maybe it was wrong for more less saying I wanted to kill people.
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inspiration; Almost Easy; A7X
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Post by Kovu "Archer" Xavier on Dec 7, 2011 23:43:52 GMT -5
black cats, black hearts, Shrugging to her, I just took a deep breath and nodded. “I see, ha. Half the time I barely make it that far. I guess people aren’t much into being around freaks like me.” I muttered, almost sounding like the Joker in the words that I spoke. I just nodded to her when she talked about humans. “Fuck humanity. I mean, most are insane, and those that aren’t are too judgemental that they become the very thing that they tell themselves they’d never be.” I said softly with a small smile and chuckle at the end of my phrase. Explaining how honest and dear I felt about people. The human race in general was shit.
Like how Sweeny Todd goes, “there’s a hole in the world in a great black pit, and its filled with people that are filled with shit, and the vermin of the world inhabit it.”
the wicked never rest.
tagged; Rogue Kade
notes; tehee.
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Post by Rouge Kade on Dec 7, 2011 23:52:21 GMT -5
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Nodding some with him in agreement about the human race, I shifted my weight some. "You aren't a freak. I've meet worst than you." Giving a smile, I doubt it made it any better, but whatever. Its not like I had to be nice. I was doing it on my own. I was being nice. Surprise surprise. "If you think people are insane here, you have never been to France. Although I think they are normal again." I more less blurted the words out. It was words that was suppose to stay in my head. Too late, they were out to the world. "I guess it would be polite of me to properly introduce myself. I'm Rouge." The way I spoke my name was covered in a heavy thick french accent. Done on purpose, a course. It was the way certain words rolled off my tongue.
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Post by Kovu "Archer" Xavier on Dec 8, 2011 0:20:09 GMT -5
black cats, black hearts, I smiled to her a genuinely happy smile, ignoring the pain I felt from the withdrawal of the cocaine that I twitched to thrive in my system. “I guess it would be polite of me to properly introduce myself. I’m Rouge.” She said with that French accent. I just nodded. “Nice to meet you Rouge, I’m Kovu.” I paused with a small laugh. “And I’m about to fucking kill a guy named Jagr Shadows.” I grumbled, half jokingly, half not. Seriously, this kid was about to drive me fucking nuts. Telling me to wait there and then probably laugh about how fucking stupid I was to stand here. Goddamn.
the wicked never rest.
tagged; Rogue Kade
notes; tehee.
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inspiration; ghost in the mirror – motionless in white.
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Post by Rouge Kade on Dec 8, 2011 0:24:55 GMT -5
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"Nice to meet you too." I replied before the second part of what he said caught my ear. It was something that made my blood rush through my veins. Death, killing, more less betrayal. Yes, I was completely interested in what he was dealing with. "And why are you killing this Jagr Shadows person?" I questioned raising an eyebrow. Call it being noisy but I wanted to know. If you mention death or murder I was gonna ask. Guess that is why people considered me so freaking insane.
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