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[Ace Ravena]

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ONLY GIRL WHO WOULD EVER COMPROMISE

Lately I had been pretty much more than fine. No nightmares, no more cutting; but the white pink scars were visible over all of my body. I kind of showed my body off more without all the makeup; only slightly less confident as I got closer to people who could see the details of the uneven skin because of the consistent cutting. Today was one of those days. I got up, figured it was a surf day, packed a little beach bag and headed out to the beach. It was pretty sunny today so I was exceptionally happy. Even going alone, which was something that I rarely did. Mostly because of my fear in men; have I mentioned that yet? Its because of my past and such why I cant get along. Its shit, if you ask me. Anyway, so I got ready with the bag and such; just left my hair long and semi wavy and went and practiced my surfing. I felt more confident than usual today so I spent a lot of the time surfing, working on techniques, and resting by the water to tan. I had been there for a pretty long time though, so I figured it was time to leave. My once extremely pale body was now a very light golden color thanks to so much surfing in the past couple of weeks. It was lovely to see my body become healthier. You couldn’t see my bones anymore but you could see the scars. I didn’t mind much, like I said, as long as I was away from other people. Today however, I felt more daring than usual in that aspect as well.

I got up and packed my bag, grabbed my surf board and headed up to the little shacks at the edge of the beach near the streets. My thin body was only covered in a swim suit top, a finally dried pair of denim short shorts, and some flipflops.. and of course you can’t forget the sunglasses. My hair had dried and stayed the wavy blondeness that it was, and I was content. I walked up to one of the ice cream shacks and ordered a little bottle of water and made my way to one of the benches near the sidewalks. I took a seat with my surfboard down and my feet resting on it gently as I gazed out over the open ocean, wondering what exactly today would bring for me. I could only pray it was something good and not the kind of things I could’ve been having.

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STRIKE A DEAL WITH THE DEVIL TO SAVE A NIGHT

word count; 434 (sorry its bleh.. its 1:30am. xD)
outfit; here.
tagged; aiden monroe
notes; lets get this shit on the roaddd! WOO
inspiration; madeline – tickle me pink

[aiden]

As of lately, I seem to be so very homesick. Which seems very strange for me, me homesick. I had been gone for years and never once thought about going back. Not once. Maybe it had became the stress of a few different things that had pushed me to my limits. Also the fact that I hadn’t drank in over two weeks. It was like an addiction. It was my deadly drug and I needed it often. Out of a dare, I agreed no drinking. I did not dare give up my poison in a stick. Without it, honestly I would fall over and die, so it felt.

Up before the sun could even came up in the sky, before a ray could even paint the sky with light. Showering quickly, I pulled on my daily dark clothing and headed out quietly. The cigarette was between my lips and lit before I even got completely out of my place. The beach wasn’t my place but it was time for a different view of things. Walking the whole way there, I inhaled and exhaled the toxin in and out of my lungs. The way it filled my lungs seem to make my body seem to come to life.

For the first time, I watched the sun rise on the beach…what was becoming of me? I found it breath taking, I was spending way to much time around a certain person. It was making me soft it seem. After a while of walking, I sat down in the sand. Placing another cigarette between my lips, lighting it. It was like the tenth one since I had woken up. Watching the waves crash, I just shook my head messing with the cigarette between my fingers. Feeling my phone, I looked down at the text before just ignoring. Stuffing the phone back in my pocket, I just took a deep breath. I still did not know why I was sitting on the beach, oh the joy.

word count; 333 I'M HALF EVIL! xd
tagged; ace ravena
notes; I dunno! D:

[Ace Ravena]

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ONLY GIRL WHO WOULD EVER COMPROMISE

I drank a bunch of the water that I had just bought before getting up and taking a look around. I stuffed the bottle into my bag and picked up my surf board and headed out to the spot of the beach with the least amount of people that I couldn’t beat and batter with my surf board. I stopped before stepping in front of some guy sitting in the sand that looked like he didn’t belong when a little boy asked me for some directions to the pier. I guess I looked like I belonged here, you know, the surf board and all, because he asked me that. I answered him easily and when I went to pick up my surf board that was sticking up, I accidently bumped it and it fell within inches of the guys feet. I just about had a heart attack and quickly picked it up. “Holy shit.. I’m so sorry. I thought it was way more secure than that.. you’re okay though right?” I asked with an extreme amount of shock and worry on my face. Way to go, Ace, way to go. my mind criticized me highly. I allowed my gaze to travel him a bit to be sure that he was okay, but I couldn’t help to notice how actually handsome and dark he looked. And I wondered secretly why I hadn’t seen him around before. I allowed my mind to travel back to the last time i saw a guy that looked similar to him. the funny thing was that the last time i saw someone like that, it was my ex. the father of my dead baby, Ashton Kult. he had that dark look. The rebelliousness that i actually fell in love with. I had to advert my gaze so i wouldn't just stare off in awe at his obviously lovely features.

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STRIKE A DEAL WITH THE DEVIL TO SAVE A NIGHT

word count; like.. twenty eight. x] I have like, small special muse for ace.
outfit; here.
tagged; aiden monroe
notes; -dances-
inspiration; madeline – tickle me pink